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Title: Duhkha(1/?)
Rating: PG
Teaser: "Monica!" She gasps as her eyes take in the sight
of the former agent. Monica coughs deeply. Scully rushes
over, and kneels down beside her. Monica's face is
somewhat paler than it used to be. Really, it is sickly pale.
And she is so thin. "What's happened to you?" She asks as
her hand touches Monica's cheek.
Endorse: The show belongs to the usual people. Not to
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Notes: The story isn't really going with the timeline the
show set. I'm not really that smart so whatever I write, I
write. Don't hate me because I'm good. Just go with the
flow and see what happens.
Upon the suns rising the chaos began, as if fueled by its
rays. They came, we fought a dubious battle. But those who
came were too powerful. The war still rages, albeit the
battles are small and few. Heroes rose from the ashes into
the unsuspecting blood soaked fields of destruction. Most
hide in wait for the one day, the battle, the one miracle that
will free us from our bondage of uncertainty and fear. We
knew this day was coming. Though we tried, we could not
stop its imminent arrival. Now all we can do, all we can do
is almost nothing.
As we stand here atop this hill overlooking the desolate
wasteland holding the carcasses of buildings we once knew,
it's hard to remember a time when they stood strong and
proud. They came here first. The Capitol of course would
be. No one comes back here. Many are afraid to remember
how easy it was for them to take away our freedom. Many
don't want to come back to the place where evil seemed to
have
spawned from. There is no trace of a living being besides
maybe stray pets and animals. But this is where the message
came from. This is where our journey truly begins. Here
where we first met, first trusted, and first loved. We had
cried once over this place, but
now is not the time for selfish tears to be shed. Now we
must get to our destination. We have survived three years of
chaos, not to mention the years of struggle before they had
even arrived. It seems all we know.
He watched intensely as the two figures ran down the hill.
One was female, the other was male. They ran with their
weapons in their hands. He watched them run and jump over
some debris before they disappeared behind a toppled
building. Breathing in deeply he turned and walked back to
the small building that was still partially intact. He kicked a
few pieces of rubble aside. So they got his message. He
was happy, and at the same time he was angry. Not at them,
but at what had happened these last few years. Something
he thought only happened in science fiction novels. But
even though the impossible
happened, even though he has struggled every day, he has
never given up. Except once, he came very close, but then
he found something important. Something he hoped might
save them all. Clicking on the flashlight he illuminated a
walkway strewn with rubble, then he walked into a room on
his left. "They're coming." His gravely voice announced.
"They're coming."
Silently they traversed the road. Their eyes darting every
direction looking for any sign of a possible enemy. She
stumbled, and almost fell to the ground. "You ok?" He
asks.
"Yeah. I'm fi...."
"Hey!" Her response is cut off. "Ovah here." The voice
was familiar. Looking up she noticed a man approaching. A
man she knew.
"Oh my God." Her voice crackled a little as she whispered.
He was happy to see that they were still together. They
look different though. She wears tight black pants, with
black commando boots, and a white tank top. Her hair is a
little wild, though not bad looking, a few rings decorate her
fingers, they are simple, and a thick black leather bracelet
grasps her wrist. Her appearance seems younger, especially
with her well defined muscular arms, though her features
appear older. His appearance is almost the same. Stubble
stands out on his face, which now holds a small scar. He
also wears commando boots, with fatigues, and a green t
shirt. His hair is a little longer, and a little spiked. Both
carry weapons, and backpacks. A smile starts to spread on
his face.
"I thought you were dead?" She gasps in utter amazement.
"Nah, still here." His eyes dart from one to the other as
they both stand before him now. Finally, a smile forms on
her lips, though small, and she moves towards him, hugging
him tightly.
"It's good to see you again John. Really." He smiles and
hugs her tightly to him. A sigh escapes his lips as she lets
him go and backs up.
"It's good to see you two again too. But we have matters
to discuss. Come on, follow me." Turning, he leads them
back to his hideout. Glancing back every so often to make
sure they are following, and they are. "It's jest through
here." He says, leading them into the building. He enters
the room before they do. "Guess who's here." He
announces, as he stands aside for them to enter. The room is
dimly lit by a lantern. The light cast ominous shadows that
play against the walls. Again they are surprised, though the
reaction is different this time. A figure rests on the ground,
leaning against the wall.
The shadows make the figure appear ghostly. Their eyes
adjust to the light and the figure becomes clearer.
"Hello Dana, Mulder. I'm so glad to see both of you. I
never really thought I would see you again."
"Monica!" She gasps as her eyes take in the sight of the
former agent. Monica coughs deeply. Scully rushes over,
and kneels down beside her. Monica's face is somewhat
paler than it used to be. Really, it is sickly pale. And she
is so thin. She sits
in front of Scully on the ground. The wall supports her
back. "What's happened to you?" She asks as her hand
touches Monica's cheek. She looks over at John, who's face
has gone hard, though concern twinkles in his eyes.
"I'm fine." Monica insists before more coughs rack her
body.
"Awhile back she got shot. And though the wound healed,
her immune system hasn't seemed to recover as quickly. I've
done what I can do, which isn't much." Scully's eyes dart to
Mulder. He removes his pack and bends down beside her.
Opening the pack, Scully rummages through some things
before coming up with a bottle of pills.
"I want you to take these." She grabs a bottle of water
from the pack, handing it to Monica.
"No I can't." Monica puts her hand out to reject the
medicine. "Really I'll be fine."
"Don't worry, we have more and we know where we can
find more. Now just take these, and get some rest." Scully
smiled reassuringly. Monica gave in and accepted the
offering gratefully. With that finished, Scully and Mulder
turned their attention to John.
"What have you got for us?" Mulder asks as they stand.
"I think you'll be surprised." He turned and walked out.
Scully turned and looked at Mulder, her eyes questioning.
He shrugged and waited for John to return. When he did
come back, he had a little boy around three, and an older
boy. Mulder heard Scully suck in her breath. "This is
Nathan. He's almost three years old now." He smiled as he
picked up the boy in his arms. "And this is.."
"William?!" Scully choked out, cutting him off. Mulder
gasped.
"What?"
"I didn't find him, he sorta found me." John said, patting
William on the back.
"I've been looking for my parents since I was little." He
said. His eyes meeting theirs, straight on. "I always knew
they would be the ones that would help me, save me from the
nightmares that always used to plague me." Scully's hands
cover her mouth as tears stream down her dirty face, leaving
trails.
"Oh my God." She utters, almost praying, over and over.
Mulder just stands with his mouth agape.
"I've finally found you mom. I remember your face, your
voice." His face shows pain.
"William." Scully rushes up to him, bends down and wraps
her arms around him, her chin rest on his shoulder as she
sobs. "I prayed every day that I would see you again. I
thought I was protecting you by giving you up. I should
never have done it. I'm sorry,
I'm so sorry. I have regretted it every day." She continues
to cry heavily, the tears now washing the dirt from her
weary face. Mulder is unsure of what to do and stands there
in disbelief.
"No. I understand. I understand what you had to do."
William speaks softly into her
ear. He acts years older than his little body conveys. Scully
pulls back, and grabs both sides of his face within her
hands.
"I never thought I would see you again." Her voice is soft.
"All the years I've missed." She's shaking her head. "I love
you William. I have never stopped loving you."
"I knew one day I would find you. We are finally together
again." His voice conveys wisdom beyond his years,
understanding, compassion.
"You look just like your father." She smiles. William
looks up over at Mulder, who has not moved. Scully stands
aside as he walks past over to Mulder.
"Dad." Their eyes are searching each others. Looking for
the truth, the trust. "It's time we fought side by side. It's
our destiny." Mulder starts to back up, and then turns and
strides out of the dimly lit room. Scully looks at John, then
follows him out.
"Mulder!" It's a harsh whisper. He's stopped, one hand is
on his fore head, and he paces back and forth. "Mulder,
what's wrong?" She places one hand on his arm stopping his
movements.
"How do you know?"
"What?" His head jerks up, and his eyes pierce hers.
"How do you know that is ..... is...."
"Our son." She finishes for him.
"How do you know Scully?"
"Because, I knew the moment I saw him. I gave birth to
that child. I held him, and carried him, and I gave him up.
You would know too if you had been there." She
immediately regretted her words. Pain flashed in his eyes,
and he looked down. "I'm
sorry, I didn't mean that."
"No." He sighs. "You're right. I should have been there.
I should never have left you."
"You had to."
"No, I should have stayed."
"That's not important anymore Mulder. What's important is
that we have found our son Mulder, our son."
"I don't know."
"What don't you trust?"
"Where did he come from? How did they find us? How did
he find us? He acts as if he's 20 and he's only what, eight."
He seemed in so much pain. He wanted to believe
so badly that boy was his son, but he needed a little proof.
He had to be sure. She grabs his face between her hands and
pulls him down, kissing him on the lips.
"Why don't we go find out." Her eyebrows raise. He
smiles a little.
"Well, if he is our son, there goes our private time." She
chuckles.
"You ready to go back?"
"Yeah, but only if you kiss me again." Again she smiles at
him, and kisses him deeply. Then she grabs his hand and
pulls him back to the room. As they enter, Scully notices a
few more lanterns have been lit. Nathan and Monica are
lying side by side sleeping, and John and William are
talking.
"We have a few questions." She announces as they turn
around.
"Well, we found out she was pregnant a few months before
they came. Before you warned everyone. He's all we've had
really. It's been rough though, trying to stay alive, out of
harms way. We were doing all right, and then Monica was
shot by some guy hopped up on drugs or something. That's
how I ran into William actually. He saw what
happened. For a little kid he's pretty smart. We did all we
could for her, and I thought she was healing good. But,
she's been sick since then. Sometimes she gets better, but it
comes back fast." A tear fell from the corner of his eye. He
held all others back. "I can't
lose her Scully. I can't lose my wife."
"You're married?" This shouldn't have surprised her. He
smiled and held up his ring
finger.
"You seemed surprised."
"No, it's just hard to imagine life going on, people being
happy."
"Well, we got married before all this." He looked over at
Monica and Nathan. "It's meant everything to me." His
eyes darted back to her. The serious John Doggett face had
returned. "So what about you and Mulder?"
"What about us?"
"You two never got married? I mean, I know you probably
wouldn't want to have a family during all this, but you two
seem to be so in love."
"You know, you've changed." He was less like a man, and
more like a person.
"Well married life can do that to a man. You didn't answer
my question." She looked away. Mulder was kneeling next
to William, questioning him, probing him. If he wasn't their
son, Mulder would find out.
"We thought about it once. But we don't need to be
married to know we love each other. We've always had each
other, and that's all we need. I was pregnant once, but..... I
had a miscarriage. Never got pregnant after that. Not that
we didn't try. We're just not
meant to." Tears formed in her eyes, and she took a deep
breath. "But, that is the past. And now we have William
back." She smiled. Then her eyes looked into his,
questioning him. "So how did you find us anyway?"
"Pure luck really. We went on some sources that we still
had, some information left by Skinner. Apparently he was
searching for you and got pretty close."
"How is he?" He shrugged.
"We've lost contact with him. Been awhile now. I think he
may be dead, but I'm not sure. Anyway, once we got a
general area as to where you might be, I just sent a
messenger with a description of you two. And he found you.
Now you're here."
"We were afraid it might be a trap, but we had to know who
our friend was."
"I'm glad that you two are still reckless. It's been such a
long time since we've seen anyone friendly." He sighs, and
looks over at Monica again. "Do you think she'll be
alright?"
"Yes, I'm sure she will be her old self in no time. She just
needs antibiotics, water, and rest." She lays her hand on top
of his reassuringly.
"Where do you plan to go next?"
"I don't know."
"Well once Monica's up to it, were going to a small
underground community we heard about. Actually William
told us about it. It's up north somewhere, far away from the
colonies. You should come with us. We'd love the
company."
"You really have changed John. I just can't get over it."
She grins at him. "I think I'll have to talk to Mulder about
that, but I'm sure we'll come along."